I am still finding myself

I had something in my mind

i was feeling something

but i couldn't speak

she stood by me,long.

she didn't force me but

i had no courage.

I had emotions but didn't know of what

i could see tears in her eyes

but i couldn't speak.

My emotions were limited

i was afraid

i looked in her-

it was all me

in her gleaming eyes.

She held my hand

she was nice.

I was still wondering

what i am made off??

A stone ,or steel or even harder?

without soul?

she was caring

one of my closest,

i feel till now why i couldn't speak up?

was it a mistake or i was fake???

why i had that thing within me?

Questions haunted me till now

even after months.

They said i was weak,

i couldn't feel

I was a stone.

they even asked who was "she"??

and I still couldn't speak.

-Rishabh sharma

1800 hours